Mistletoe

No idea which crazy person took these zilians (which became the wallpaper of someone else's phone for weeks!! (; How cool hehe)! Okay it's mid-Dec and I'm shit screwed. Don't even know what I've been doing to pass my time but oh.. Well.. Let's take it slow.

Like these pandas! (soooo cute I couldn't tank)
Anyway, this photo (I got from Tumblr) struck me so bad a few nights ago:

So, so often I found myself exactly like the little boy, crying - terrified, fearful, helpless. And my heart would be hugging my father; Desperate. I didn't ever want to let go, whether he was leaving or back. So many times the Army couldn't disclose where he'd be going; Too often I didn't even know when he'd be back, I could see him for two nights in a row and be so grateful.

This photo holds a connection with me on so many levels. But saying any more would be too personal - I just really thank God for keeping my father safe through these years he goes outfield on some godforsaken island (:

Met some friends the past week, swam, ate baskin robbins, caught up, did nothing! Therapeutic and relaxing. Amanda and I catching up(;

Shall now retreat to my sad life of waiting and waiting and waiting....

Till next time! xx